Hurts

Goofy and cool, giggly but smooth, different but new is the person all encounter at first glance, although my mind is deeply in a trance battling hurt

the kind of hurt that steps on your soul and twists your spine without anyone knowing

Although I'm not one for showing I silently reach out for a strangers xray vision to see through my shell lending a hand to help cage pain, the beast

Impossible it seems but I mean how could I release my enter most fuming tragedies left burning to the core of what's left of my happiness without crumbling?

Feels as if my heart is mumbling louder than the pathetic silent cry for assistance, knowing that no one will get through the wall of emotional distance with continuous resistance

All because I will become vulnerable like once before while knowing this time its my fault for opening the door to a land only my lonely nights encounter

Every quiet minute
Every hour

It hurts

The thoughts
The rain
The emptiness
The nonchalant remedies
The downward spirals haunting me

Piercing through my thin heart shown shirt

It hurts

-Sole-Phresh-