Hurts

Goofy and cool, giggly but smooth, different but new is the person all encounter at first glance, although my mind is deeply in a trance battling hurt

the kind of hurt that steps on your soul and twists your spine without anyone knowing

Although I'm not one for showing I silently reach out for a strangers xray vision to see through my shell lending a hand to help cage pain, the beast

Impossible it seems but I mean how could I release my enter most fuming tragedies left burning to the core of what's left of my happiness without crumbling?

Feels as if my heart is mumbling louder than the pathetic silent cry for assistance, knowing that no one will get through the wall of emotional distance with continuous resistance

All because I will become vulnerable like once before while knowing this time its my fault for opening the door to a land only my lonely nights encounter

Every quiet minute
Every hour

It hurts

The thoughts
The rain
The emptiness
The nonchalant remedies
The downward spirals haunting me

Piercing through my thin heart shown shirt

It hurts

-Sole-Phresh-

Respect

Respect
subconsciously needed
Its what we crave
to feel whole
Feel completed
Reveal our soul
Know they feel it
Show our mishaps
Display hardship defeated

Without respect
We feel treated
Unworthy, Belittled and Incapable

As if everything we do is right and ethical

Put up a wall but want praise

Want freedom but live as a slave , Show off but in the worst way

Sounds as realistic as graduating college , stepping foot into millions next day

They say

What is earned lasts much longer?

Then earn your respect

"Sole-Phresh"

Hopefully Soon

Hopefully soon my blood will be the only feeling of substance my heart interacts with

No extra strain, or stress just my hearts beat to the rhythm of my chest nothing more nothing less

Its what's best
nevertheless I feel stress
but I need more room to store the pain of other relentless hardship

Hopefully soon I can board my spaceship, gear up and launch off into a land of everlasting love

Hopefully soon
My intellect will block out many distractions allowing emotion to guide my decisions instead of a clear intelligent mind

Hopefully control will once again be mine

Hopefully soon

-Sole-Phresh-

Time

Contemplating about the moments when I know ill forget these moments

Clock ticks I click the light switch throw on my nice kicks and put my best foot forward

Wish my downtime was clown time with the ones I adore but

It seems daytime turns to nighttime quicker than I blink my eyes and the cycle continues , lights go off and thoughts are on the menu

If I had the time I would fix it all, release it all, catch you before your steepest fall, catch up with the deepest laugh, good times and heartbeats smash

Into each other
If only I had the time

"Sole-Phresh Society"

Masked Wolf

Wondering off into a misty horizon entering a blurry forest examining earth's gifts as would a florist

Hearing the howling of wolfs knowing their hungry as you push forward in hopes of running into someone possessing identical traits

Believing that embracing him or her will be the answer to making it through escaping the dark loneliness the wolfs pride themselves on trapping you in

Not noticing that the very person you may confide in with every ounce of love in your body could potentially be a wolf in disguise

Becoming the wall you will never emotionally get over before the rest feast on what's left in your weakened torso

Yet we imagine more so
thick skin can grow

Blocking the deceit of a masked wolf staring into your eyes

"Sole-Phresh Society"

Raindrops

Nights like this allow the body
to cleanse itself in it's most discrete form

Rains pouring down fast and tough mimicking the salt filled tears dropping from your face jumping at the opportunity to break from your imprisoned eyes

No need for lies or an excuse to hide this uncontrollable shower of clear substance leaking from your ducts knowing that when it stops there will be no rainbow

Just the impatient want of mother nature to participate again
Seems like raindrops are your ONLY kin

"Sole-Phresh Society"

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An Interpretation

You are here again
At the ancestral well
Scooping the cool, sweet liquid
Into new hands held by old ghosts

As roots push through you
And take hold of the earth
You become soil and sunlight
And the soil and sun begin to breathe

The stories etched in the worn flagstone floor
And proud, but crumbling grave markers
Blow in to you on a knowing wind
As though they’ve been waiting for your return

As the still air shifts
You can hear the whispers of an ancient past
As it settles back in
You can’t deny the echoes of your future

The roots plunge deeper still
Twining tightly beneath the storied soil
The message has been well received

You are home
as I Interpreted

"Sole-Phresh Society"

In The Ring

Put my blindfold back on
And my earplugs back in
I know what’s been done
And I know i’ll never win
But I’ve tried for so long
And I can’t just give in
I know that it’s wrong

But this realization stings
So put my blindfold back on
And my earplugs back in
Put your boxing gloves on
And meet me in the ring

"Sole-Phresh Society"

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"Sole-Phresh Society"

So Close Yet So Far Away

Why must time and location collide
as your body misses it's own bed
and your heart feels ripped to a location
you once wanted to experience so badly?

Why can't everything be within the same region
of what your mind imagines?

Why must you choose or be subject to force oneself back
to feeling alone when you miss everything about family and friends?

Why can't you have the choice to say I can't stand these fools
but I love their company?

Maybe we can all make it where we want to be
in the nick of time or maybe we will always be

So close yet so far away

"Sole Phresh Society"

Internal Diary

Unattainable expression of the mind, body, and soul
Heart cries, soul bleeds, body holds
Holds the physical and mental experiences from the external visuals of judges; Extract weighed down negative grudges accepting the reality that life needs positive faith in what others don't believe in

Make nonverbal proof of worth your method to leave inspirational impressions on any non-believer; this chapter reads over-achiever

Transform each page of your internal diary into the blueprint to create unconditional believers


"Sole-Phresh Society"

Princess of FRESH

AYOOOOOOO!!!
A couple days ago my big homie K.Bell (twitter.com/kaybee_23)--shoutout to her too btw)introduced me to a VERY talented person going by the name FRESHPRINCESS. She's 18 and resides in Cali!! Does EVERYTHING: Sings, Raps, Writes, and can Dance! But most of all showed MAD love to me and my blog so it's only right that I return the love. Real down to earth cool person to encounter, so GET HIP to her, her blog and FOLLOW her on twitter.com/freshprincess23

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Looking forward to seeing what she comes up with next.

"Sole-Phresh Society X Freshprincess"

Loyalty

Battling to the trenches
Walking beside what's relentless,
heart is tremendous,
respect with holding forgiveness

Willingness to give up your last,
knowing the favor will return vastly

Still being turned down
rip up ground to create a path

to your success

Striving relentlessly towards the best for you
True love and friendships job review

Where is the loyalty?

"Sole-Phresh Society"

Silent Night

Cold, Dark, Lonely
Solely left drowning in thought
Most feared visions of emptiness
Leads my mind to a valley distraught
Frustrated minus solution
Spirits frozen as my hearts boostin
Feels like straight losing
No finish line in sight
Angered reflection steady fights

Fights to hold itself back
Realization of a lack of patience is the downfall
Egerness to sign my name over wet paint no drywall
Seems impossible to progress
Shave and burn stress, the heartache,
The memories, oh wait can't shake the memories
They mold me, but truth be told
Once all hurt unfolds

I'm afraid you'll hear nothing
Nothing but the mystery of a silent night...

"Everyone knows everything hurts in the silence"

-Sole-Phresh Society-

Desperate Lovers Cry

Tell me you want me
as we move together
Say you need me by your side
and tell me you love me
even if you don’t mean it

Razor steel wire
cannot arrest the peregrine heart
or stay the wrath in trashcan memories

Fainter now…

Fragments of inarticulate echoes
carried on the Huron winds
ensure that no one will even know
what our affliction had to say
when we were in the world

Dry tears from insecurity
Hear my cry and Know i'm fragile


"A desperate lover is a vulnerable target of pain, respect your worth, know that you can live alone as you came, learn to love yourself and someone will want to love you"


-Sole-Phresh-Society-

Sinking

When you are near, felt-tipped hammers against metal strings reverberate in the hollow of my chest, metronome precision. I do not know you, or your thoughts, collected and bound in delicate antique linens, neatly wrapped and buried. My thoughts flow in a crescendo of invisible noise, swift and choppy.

Sink under despair into ecstacy

I hold my breath, looking up at the movement of water vapor streaming with passing birds across the sky. My eyes go under last, your voice is drowned out by the bass drum of heartbeats. From above, birds look down at sinking reflections

Who will lend a hand?


"Reach for your goals as if the ground behind you is sinking"


-Sole-Phresh Society-

Sole-Phresh Advice

Stop living in your own secluded little box, expand your influences and learn to take what you learn and or experience to better yourself and teach others

-Sole-Phresh Society-

Wrath

Perhaps the people have caged their souls
And live behind stones
So that all is darkness.
And they would cover the word justice with cloth
As though it were a window
That lets in too much light.
And they would cloak the land too
If we slept any longer in our cave.
And how would we feel when we awoke
And found ourselves burried?
Would there be enough storm inside of us
To bleach the hidden wasteland?
And would that be justice?
Would our wrath be innocent and resonant?
Or guilty and suppressed?
Perhaps the people cover their hearts with stone
For a lifetime,
And feel nothing of injustice
Until the final days.

Whose wrath do you fear?

-Sole-Phresh Society-